Tuesday, January 7, 2014

The Meaning of Suffering

So there's been this debate on why good people suffer and why God would allow it.  This never bothered me when I was younger, but apparently it bothers others, and so I should acknowledge it.  I have two answers to this.  One is a conceptual, theoretical answer, and the other is more based on research.  I didn't know it was research at the time, but learning happens whether we allow it or not.

Theological answer:

Many people have assumed that since suffering is in the world, that God is either unkind, or is somehow limited in his power.  Why should either be true?  Do we need remember that it was man that brought sin into the world?  We chose to disobey, and one of the consequences of that is allowing satan greater authority to mess with stuff on this earth.  We chose to listen to a lie, and thus sin has entered the world, and like wind and rain it makes no distinction on who it affects.  We are all trapped by it.

But why, one may ask, did God just nip the whole sin thing in the bud so we wouldn't have to deal with all the evil we see in the world today?  Some might argue that we need to understand the consequences of free will, and that free will means being able to choose dumb choices.  I personally argue that we would not know good so well if we didn't have some idea of evil, and why it is bad.  How would we value something if we didn't know what life is without it?  

Research-based answer:

By research-based, I mean answers based on what I have heard/seen/read from others.  

My favorite author is Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, the writer of The Gulag Archipelago.  This book is the compilation of his own experiences and the testimony of witnesses as to the entire history of the Soviet prison camp system, from conception until Solzhenitsyn's release in 1953.  In part of the second volume, The Soul and Barbed Wire, he explains how living in the camp changes people.  It changed him for the better, and he became a Christian.  In fact, had Solzhenitsyn not been in the prison camp, he never would have become a writer, a sourge to the Soviet government, and voice for communism's dead in Russia.  

Solzhenitsyn also wrote how the zeks (prisoners) who were released from jail were happier than the general populace.  Shortages and small problems didn't bother the freed zeks so much, since they could now go where they pleased and see the sunshine.  It would be unbalanced to point out that Solzhenitsyn mentions those who were corrupted by the camps.  And yet the stories of those who didn't become more magnificent by comparison.

Perhaps a direct quote would secure Solzhenitsyn's opinion on the matter.

"So wouldn't it be more correct to say that no camp can corrupt those who have a stable nucleus, who do not accept that pitiful ideology which holds that 'human beings are created for happiness,' an ideology which is done in by the first blow of the work assigner's cudgel?"

I have a book, which unfortunately I cannot find at the moment, called Sources of Korean Tradition.  I was only able to read the beginning before our hasty move to this new apartment, but I still recall the point of its prologue (it was a book on later Korean history, so it briefly touched on what came before).  The book claimed that since Koreans had had several centuries of peace, they weren't ready when the Japanese invaded them in the nineteenth century.  According to this book, too many years of peace had taken away the Korean's ability to defend themselves as they had once done, as well as keep them too content and separate (think "the hermit country"), to develop new technologies.  

When we read stories, do we like to read things where people have easy lives?  Do we like stories where every problem is solved without pain?  Of course not.  We call such fluff fake.  Even those stuck on cheesy romance plots don't want the protagonist to get her man without some dramatic twist.  We admire people who have gone through hard times and won, whether fiction or nonfiction.

As a Christian, I must point out the suffering of Jesus.  Many of us who complain about life haven't experienced anything so horrible as what Jesus went through for our sakes.  Jesus came to this earth for many reasons, and one of them is to share in all the pains of our lives.  How could we call someone Savior who hadn't experienced our problems?  Technically, God's knowledge is such that he doesn't have to suffer to understand us, but will we accept such an answer?  Probably not.  You know how much people say "you don't know me and what I've been through" these days.

Now, I've mentioned all these things, what is the point?  Simple.  Suffering makes us great.  Victimization may spoil it for us, but if we understand suffering and don't fear it, it will become an honor to us, a way we have survived and overcome in this world.  Perhaps some would find this idea offensive, but the truth of the matter is that it doesn't matter how we got to this situation.  We live in a flawed world, and we have to not only survive it, but enjoy it as it is, with all the endurance we can bring to the table.  Our need creates initiative to make better things.  Our flaws in ourselves inspire mercy for others.  Bad things in the world cause us to want to bring better into being, both for ourselves and each other.

"Formerly you never forgave anyone.  You judged people without mercy.  And you praised people with equal lack of moderation.  And now an understanding mildness has become the basis of your uncategorical judgements.  You have come to realize you own weakness--and you can therefore understand the weakness of others.  And be astonished at another's strength.  And wish to possess it yourself."

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Nitpickery -- Star Trek: Insurrection

Hey y'all.

Ugh.  Just ugh.  I have to do Star Trek Insurrection now, don't I?  I don't really want to.  The trouble with this movie is that it's just...well, boring.  The other three movies for Next Gen were all crap too, and technically Generations and Nemesis are worse, but Insurrection just has no appeal whatsoever.  Sure, Generations is technically a movie for no one, but it has William Shatner in it, as well as some nice Walter Koenig moments. First Contact had literally the most implausible plot ever, but it appealed to some fans, and the actress who played Lily actually acted like a real human rather than a plastic Trek trope.  Nemesis has no redeeming qualities, but it's at least highly nitpickable and a good example of several bad movie-making choices.

Insurrection, on the other hand...it's like they picked the plot out of a big batch of Star Trek cliches and went for it.  Sure, at this point the Star Trek franchise wasn't doing so hot.  The writers didn't know how to branch out and create new Trek things, except for the DS9 side, who went so far they ended up not being entirely Trek.  The true Trek feeling was fading, and Hollywood didn't seem to want to give out much money to it.

Ugh.  I was not looking forward to watching this movie.  I didn't want to do it.  But I'm supposed to be doing these blog posts on it, or something.  So yeah.  Have I mentioned how much I really hate fanciful DVD intros?  Y'know, those really fake looking gimmicky intros that think it's "cool" to pretend that clicking an option in the DVD menu is like doing some function on a spaceship (or other movie reference).  Maybe that's just a pet peeve, but yeah.  It annoys me.

Nitpickery is spoilers.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Tea of the Day: The Battle of the Oranges

Hey y'all.  So for New Year's Eve (by complete coincidence) my family and I will be having a competition between all three brands of orange flavors that I ended up with after Christmas.  We're all going to sit together, watch a movie, and rant about tea.  Marvelous!

A note about our judges.  One is me, of course, and the other is my dad.  Dad's a very regular sort of person, who doesn't like going out of his way to try weirdo things.  His favorite tea flavor is orange pekoe, which as tea folk know is a reference to when a leaf is picked, rather than a flavor.  I like trying new things, but I'm not necessarily the best at it. I don't have the most sophisticated palate, and unless a tea (or anything else) is very good or very bad, I'm not always likely to distinguish tastes without a frame of reference.

In other words, we're the best judges ever!

Dad will be drinking each tea with a packet of off-brand fake sugar, and I'll be drinking mine black, just for the record.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Tea of the Day: Chai and Mango Green

Hey y'all.  So I let my mom pick the next flavor from the Boston Tea Company box, and she picked chai.  I was a little nervous about this one, as the last chai I had wasn't that great.  Again, that was Republic of Tea.  That version was too spicy and not really flavorful enough.  It was like drinking a cup of hot pepper.

This chai, however, was nothing like that.  I had a bag of it at work, and even when the bag soaked for too long (y'know, work calls), the tea wasn't too strong.  It was really enjoyable.  Boston Tea Company is really shaping up to be a great brand.

Bentley's on the other hand, isn't proving to be much.  I had their mango green tea, and it was meh.  I could taste it before my mouth even reached the tea, and that's a problem.  The mango was sour, and for some reason the green tea...it tasted sort of separate from the mango.  It didn't blend, and was very bitter.  It leaves a dark aftertaste in my mouth.

I think that tea is going to find its way into Dad's cabinet.  He likes different fruit teas.

Friday, December 27, 2013

Tea of the Day: French Vanilla and Ginger Peach

Hey y'all.  So does anyone know why they call it French vanilla?  What's so French about it?  At the coffeeshop I used to work at, "French" vanilla meant adding a shot of hazelnut to the latte.  Huh.  Hazelnut's not bad.  Get it in your next latte when you get a chance.  Though I have no idea if that's in this tea.  Um....

*looks at package* Okay, Chinese and Indian black tea, and also vanilla flavoring.  No hazelnut.  And also no indication of what's so French about it, other than the name.  Note that this is from the Bentley's tea, and that the Boston Tea Company box didn't come with vanilla.  Which is fine with me, as that means I get more flavors.

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Me and Aldaris (p26): Toby...Out of Danger?

Toby didn't know how long he'd been running.  He didn't know where he was running.  All he knew was that he was in some foreign country, probably in Asia, where he didn't know the language and hadn't a scrap of paper to legitimize his presence there.  He'd run for several minutes now from a crowd of Asians, and now was lost in the hilly countryside of what he could only guess was China.  Whoever it was after him, they'd given up the chase.  Thanks to his work out regimen, Toby was far more athletic than the five foot farmers on his tail.  Still, he dodged past trees and over many hills before he stopped running.

Now lost, Toby stopped with a gasp and sat on a stump next to a one lane dirt road.  He sat there getting his breath, almost able at his circumstances.

"Well..." Toby muttered between breaths.  "Charlie probably can't find us now.  We're all lost.  Heh, what an adventure this has turned out to be."

At this point, Toby soured.  Even his false cheer paled when he remembered Bethany and Statkus.  He'd gotten away, but surely they hadn't.  He didn't see what happened to Bethany, but he'd heard Statkus cry out as he fell.  Toby's stomach tightened.  Not only was he alone, but he'd abandoned the others he should have done something to help.  He hoped that they understood that he wanted to survive, but all the same, his conscious burned a hole in his chest.  What was done was done, though, and he was at the point where he had to decide for himself what to do next.

"I wish I'd asked Bethany more questions." Toby pulled himself off the stump.  The run had taken it out of him, but he was to restless to do nothing.  "She seemed like she knew what she was talking about.  Just this once, at least."

He chuckled as he remembered her personality analysis.  "Heh, some hero I am.  I don't think Raynor or Fenix would have run off like that."

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Tea of the Day: Pomegranate

Hey y'all.  In the effort to both update more often and exercise my need to rant, I'm going to talk about my Christmas presents from my sister and her boyfriend: two tea kits.  One is just a sample of a bunch of teas, and the other is a more fancy bit that comes in a wooden box.  It's super cute, and even has little metal handles.  It sort of looks like a cigar box.

So I'll be doing tea reviews of what I got.  Are you here to read that stuff?  I dunno.  Maybe you'll be willing to try new things after reading it.  After all, tea is pretty amazing.

The thing about these kits is that they're not meant to be gifted together; there's a couple of repeat teas in them.  For example, I have two kinds of pomegranate.  The box version, by The Boston Tea Company, is a Chinese green tea with pomegranate.  The kit version has both Chinese and Indian black tea, by Bentley's.

What surprised me about the black tea is that the pomegranate was more obvious, despite the fact black tea leaves more of a "stain" of flavor.  Unfortunately, there was a bit too much pomegranate for my taste.  The trouble with fruit flavor in teas is that it can be very easily overwhelming if you leave the bag in for anything longer than two minutes.  And then of course risk not getting the full tea flavor.

On the other side of that, the Boston Tea Company's pomegranate didn't have enough flavor.  Sure, it was flavored enough so that you could tell what fruit it was, but just barely.  Someone who didn't know it was pomegranate might not be able to point it out.  I let the bag soak in the tea at least five minutes, so clearly it didn't quite have enough flavor.

To be honest, BTC wins this round.  I'm not a huge fan of feeling like my mouth is full of what feels like un-sugared Kool-Aid -- I don't ever sweeten my tea, and I don't think that would help if the fruit flavoring is too strong.  My dad found the Bentley's to be really good, so perhaps it's just a matter of opinion.

So which do you prefer?  Too much flavor or too little?