Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Intelligence as the Counter Revolutionary, Part 2

Another valuable book is My Mind on Trial, written by Eugen Loebl, an official in Czechoslovakia during their communist period. By itself, this book is another reason why communist history should be studied: to be mentally prepared for interrogation.  It is Eugen’s testimony as to how he performed in his interrogation, describing in detail what he suffered.

Eugen’s psychological warfare began prior to arrest; a sudden order came from his superiors to write his biography in full (Leobl 33).  As soon as word of this went out, people avoided him, even getting out of previously made plans (Leobl 36).  Page 38 has Loebl making the classic, mistaken assumption that Solzhenitsyn reports in new suspects, that “they will set things straight and let you out” (Solz i12).  Loebl assumed that his superiors would realize that he was innocent.  That is not how communism works.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Me and Aldaris (p9): Complete and Total Failure


A couple of days passed before I heard from Aldaris again.  Honestly, I wasn't so sure it was a good idea to be around him anymore.  The guy's hilarious, but I would really rather not be at risk of strangulation or whatever when I'm on his ship.

Not much remarkable happened in the meantime.  I passed my math final, and somehow managed a B out of that class.  I'm just glad it's over.  Algebra/trig is not my friend, and I will never see it again.  I've always been jealous of people who can calculate things (Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn could calculate latitude on a Soviet prison convoy), and it stinks that my mind is more geared toward boring things like alphabetizing books.  I guess I'll never be a Mythbuster.  So Jamie, Adam, none of your myths involve organizing books?

So while waiting on a call from two guys I will most probably never meet, I was just cleaning my house, and ironically working on a Starcraft choose your own adventure story, even though I'd just found out that fanfiction net guidelines don't allow CYOAs.  I just looked at it, and it's literally right there.  But I'm still working on it anyway, whenever I don't feel like slacking.  I don't know, maybe it'll get exposure someday.

"Bethany...."

There it goes.  I mentally made a note of where my survival bag was.  "Yes?"

"I admit my behavior earlier was perhaps....excessive." Aldaris went on.  "I would like to...apologize."

"Okay." I answered.  "How about now on I have a guarantee of my personal safety every time I'm on your ship?"

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Intelligence as the Counter-Revolutionary, Part One

Hey y'all.  I wrote a lot of stuff I'm proud of in school, and I wanted to share some of it with you.  Honestly, too many people these days treat communism like a long-gone ancient people group; it's been defeated, and looking at it again isn't worth the effort unless you're very bored, or just a history nut.  However, it's not an ancient civilization we shall never see again, but an idea that has to be understood if we are to understand our history.  After all, most people alive today were alive before the fall of Soviet Russia.  China's still communist, and so is North Korea.  Other nations we don't think about probably are too.

But anyway, that's the purpose of my paper.  I wrote it to show that people should know what the heck happened in the twentieth century, or else we're going to repeat all the lessons we should have learned back then.

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My studies in this field began five years ago, in a conversation with a friend.  At one point, she suddenly said, “If only we had given communism a chance…” and ended any potential confidence I might have had in the Canadian education system.  Perhaps in Canada, as it is in America, they claim that all ideas are equal, and no one has the right to say that someone else is wrong.  This is the death of the intellect.  If we are unable to point out anything as wrong, then it therefore follows that nothing is correct.  If there is no wrong or right, then there is no reason to think or to make choices, because one path is as good as another.  Communism has proved this untrue; it is a path that never should have been taken.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Why I Don't Believe in Global Warming

Hey y'all.  Just thought I'd muse over a thing for a bit.  People these days have their panties all up in a wad over the climate change bullcrap, and honestly, it's getting to the point where we've got to stop accepting something just because a newsman says it.

Has anyone ever read 1984 by George Orwell?  There's a part near the beginning that describes a news announcer saying that the chocolate ration is being reduced.  The very next day, it's announced that chocolate rations did not go down to their current number, but raised up to it.  That's pretty much how global warming has been throughout the past century.  People have been saying the earth is getting hotter, then we're going to have an ice age, then hotter, cold, and now back to hot.  My parents had various old books in our house as we grew up, and I remember reading in one that earth was in fact heading to another ice age.

Someone told me that science was correcting itself, but going back and forth is not correction.  You'd think we'd either get it after a couple of mistakes or else consider that the environmental evidence causing scientists to go back and forth is really evidence of something other than what we assume it is.  It's clear that more thought is needed to assess what the heck is going on with the earth's temperature.  After all, more pollution is produced by volcanoes than mankind, and more by cows than by cars (I'm not making that up, either).

Now, all these things you'd have to know a little history for, but they're not really the main reason I don't look twice at climate change.  It's just that everyone has been going crazy for it lately, "suggesting" that we adopt major economic and social changes based on minimal evidence that apparently has been confusing scientists for the past one hundred years.  Environmentalists put pressure through the media and through schools, insisting that anyone who isn't a believer in global warming is an irresponsible neo-conservative (and I would like to point out that "neo-conservative" has no real-world meaning, but is simply a word created to use specifically for slander).

Thing is, all this pressure and attention arouses the suspicion of my logic.  People over time have been freaking out over every little thing.  Diet Coke causes cancer, cell phones cause cancer, genetically modified food will kill us all, Y2K will screw up computers, killer bees are taking over America, etc.  I realize that all of these things have different sources, but I've been hearing them for so long with so little evidence (my brother actually disproved Y2K on our home computer years before it happened), that I can't be bothered to care anymore.  I simply don't don't give a flying rat crap anymore.

The news is ridden with things that are bad or horrible, or things that we should watch out for.  You know what?  I don't want to live in a culture of fear, or a culture where I have to be suspicious of every person, place, and business.  I know people who live this way, and it makes them intolerable to be around.  So now the natural consequence of this is that I simply cannot believe anything the media says, simply because it has failed to be accurate so many times before, and even when it is accurate, it does not produce healthy attitudes in people.

Environmentalists, if you want people to take you seriously, then stop it with all this "the sky is falling" nonsense.  If you say that people should recycle to save resources or not litter so we can have good parks, that's cool.  Personal responsibility is a good attitude to have.  But if you keep on with this idea that the whole world is doomed if we don't all buy electric cars, I simply can't take you seriously.  It's not that conservatives, independents, and unfooled liberals hate the environment, it's just gotten to the point where you've abandoned responsibility and care for the earth for the sake of just being able to condemn your political enemies for not being exactly like you.

What really pisses me off is that people contribute millions of dollars to environmental groups, never knowing that real and evident problems need their attention.  Sex trafficking is a horrible thing that effects every country in the world, and that anyone should be angry at me for preferring to donate to rescuing girls than some species of owl is not only despicable, but just plain evil.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Me and Aldaris (p8): Day 1 of Starcraft

I hate math.  Well, not basic math.  Any math involved in accounting isn't that bad.  I'm just talking about algebra/trig.  Maybe if I had a different teacher I would like the class better, but judging from how the mess I'd made on the kitchen table with all my study books and notes, probably not.

"Unnggh...."

I slammed my head into my hands.  Why was this so frustrating?  Was it really that hard to figure out the compound interest formula?  I knew the formula by heart, so why was solving for "t" so hard?  A little bit of my brain, somewhere right near the back, mentioned that I probably should have been paying attention in class instead of reading The Gulag Archipelago.  Of course, I had few regrets.  Surely reading the misadventures of Georgi Tenno was more important than higher math that I know for a fact I will never use in life.  I'll probably be quoting Gulag for the next sixty years.

"Buh, math, you are my enemy!" I wailed, breaking out into song.  "How much I hate you!  I wish I could make you suffer in just the way you torment me!"

Wa-blam.  Head into the table in surrendering exasperation.  I seriously needed more coffee.

"...I take it you are occupied."

A Different Hat

Hey y'all.  This is an essay I wrote for english class, and the teacher thought it was good.  I am working on other blogs right now, but hopefully this can be a sufficient placeholder for the time being.

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I was an obedient child, quiet and unwaveringly contemplative.  Young life may not seem the stuff of intellectual dwelling, but I was endlessly fascinated by anything, be it an image in a math book, a strange picture on the wall with a miniature copy of the same picture on the side, and the behavior of my teachers, which seemed to me as alien as anything else.

Friday, May 10, 2013

Personality Environment Type: the Open Seas

Hey y'all.  Here's another environment type blog.  Yeah, I'm still alive, just been working on finals and whatnot, but I'm about to have a week off from school, so I plan on getting a lot of writing done in the meantime.

So let's go over the next personality type.  It's time for the high seas!

Open seas types:
- Thrive on exhiliration
- Are not able to handle restrictive authority
- Love exploring; constantly in motion
- Have trouble settling down
- Have a farsighted mentality
- Are firmly independent. 
- Don't dwell on things